Truth about tomorrow

kadang-kadang rasa macam kenapa masih tak berani nak buat keputusan. padahal dah siapkan sedikit sebanyak benda yang perlu ambil tahu. perlu dititik beratkan. tapi tiap kali perbincangan mesti dipersalahkan. dikatakan tidak punya akal yang bijak untuk fikir, dikatakan tidak punya mulut untuk berkata. hampa..... kan bagus kalau bila cakap je semua benda boleh jadi dengan mudah. i have been keeping things. i have been doing things. yet still it is not worth it unless i talk to him about this. i need to talk to him about this.. i really need to. but before that, i have to prepare myself for better or worse. i need times. yet I've been wasting it....... truly am sorry...